Good evening, chat! How y’all doing? I hope everyone’s had—or is having—a good day.
As for me, it was just an okay day. Nothing special happened, but nothing crazy either. I wanted to go for a walk outside this morning, but the gloomy weather had other plans, so I ended up pacing around my garage again. I was already running late for work, so I couldn’t hit my usual morning quota of 3,000 steps. Still, I managed to walk for 20 minutes, which is better than nothing.
On another note, I saw my mom cry today. I won’t go into details, but let’s just say it had something to do with me. Seeing her like that made me rethink a lot of things—especially what I’ve been doing these past few months and how useless I’ve felt.
You see, the reason I want to succeed so badly in life is because I want my parents to have the retirement they deserve. More than that, I want them to have a comfortable, fulfilling life once they retire. But looking at where I’m at right now, I don’t think I’ll be able to give them that anytime soon. Seeing my mom cry was a wake-up call. It made me realize how little time I actually have—how everything around me keeps moving forward while I feel stuck in the same place I was a year ago. Not much has changed, really. I want to believe it has, but if I’m being honest with myself… it hasn’t.